Hey you,
Are you missing "us" miss what we used to be? because I do miss everything about us even the fights that you hate so much.I miss you more today than yesterday and I hope to able to forget about you tomorrow so I won't carry this pain in my heart with me around and have to act normal. Do you remember that day when you broke my heart and walk away? How long have it been? 6 months and 17 days since last time you were still my boyfriend, the person i love and worry about. I wish I could hate you as much as I love you too .
Our fights exhausted you out and I understand that and I am so sorry that I wasn't aware til get to this point. I am sorry that is too late for me to amend the hurt between us and I am sorry that my feeling to you suffocate you. Honestly, beside given you space and not mention "us" is the only thing/solution I can do to not drive you farther away.
I am doing better than before, aside from crying to myself at night and wake up with puffy eyes, I am fine. I no longer bothering your new life, no longer cross the boundary of begging you to come back. But am I wrong to tell you not to be nice or care about me when you reached out last time? I regret saying that but at the time, that is a right thing to do to protect myself from hoping we can get back and make things right this time.
you hurt too, but did you feel as much pain as i am feeling ?
Are you missing "us" miss what we used to be? because I do miss everything about us even the fights that you hate so much.I miss you more today than yesterday and I hope to able to forget about you tomorrow so I won't carry this pain in my heart with me around and have to act normal. Do you remember that day when you broke my heart and walk away? How long have it been? 6 months and 17 days since last time you were still my boyfriend, the person i love and worry about. I wish I could hate you as much as I love you too .
Our fights exhausted you out and I understand that and I am so sorry that I wasn't aware til get to this point. I am sorry that is too late for me to amend the hurt between us and I am sorry that my feeling to you suffocate you. Honestly, beside given you space and not mention "us" is the only thing/solution I can do to not drive you farther away.
I am doing better than before, aside from crying to myself at night and wake up with puffy eyes, I am fine. I no longer bothering your new life, no longer cross the boundary of begging you to come back. But am I wrong to tell you not to be nice or care about me when you reached out last time? I regret saying that but at the time, that is a right thing to do to protect myself from hoping we can get back and make things right this time.
you hurt too, but did you feel as much pain as i am feeling ?
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